memento mori [ 25 March 2008 | 11:00pm] drop a blood red rose see the water fal let the blade destroy the soul be forever in the dark drop a wilted lilly hear the dead grass crunch hear the screams and feel the pain denounce you faith in god drop a scentless tulip let the dusty dirt fly see the blood pool on the floor remember you must die 1 comments | post comment

[ 18 February 2008 | 11:46pm] in and out the music blasts every beat longer then the last pixels blur sound waves curve and my head starts to spin heart rates multiply and hatred slips away lost in the music lost in the time lost i the feeling of your hand in mine post comment

[ 18 February 2008 | 11:46pm] why do i feel like this why am i so lost why cant i find my way why wont my mind stop why cant i hold a single thought why is my head running why cant i find a life thats simple and full of love why must people judge me why do they think they know why do the all know more then i ever show why do i sit here why do i hope why do i do nothing but sit and cry and mope why am i still here why am i alive why do i doubt my strength is this all there is to life 1 comments | post comment

[ 18 February 2008 | 11:45pm] crying children, screaming their pasts days of laughter, days of doom babies cry for thier past lives missing their loves as memories loom old women cry, for days gone and done facing the fact thier life will end soon middleaged women yell swear and scream because something is missing from their sun sky and moon post comment

updating spree [ 18 February 2008 | 11:44pm] the hand slides up to touch her side the hand that hide his hopes and fears the lips caress a soft pink flesh the lips that taste yesterdays mistakes skin on skin flesh on flesh skin the senses every last regret post comment

i cant remember when i wrote this. its not entirely finished [ 13 December 2007 | 12:52am] kill me in the classroom the school of untrained thought destroy this sudden madness make them pay make them hurt stab in the basement the hidden world of lies murder all the dreams and kids who've never been alive touch me in the closet take away my pride muffle the screams of childhood dreams skin and blood that never lied leave me in the shadows the fears of whats to come wash the stains from sheets and skin in the light of rising suns post comment

i know i havent posted here in forever, ive been lacking inspiration [ 22 November 2007 | 10:17pm] cries for help hidden in the word play you'll never see the word the text begs to say pleas for hope and understanding deaf ears forming their landing whent he lies begin to fall all thats left are silent calls dreams of kids to shy to say im still here im not okay post comment

[ 20 May 2007 | 10:10pm] the silence the shadows the staggering, frezzing cold the heart ache the strong pain missing you now your gone. post comment

[ 08 May 2007 | 10:06pm] kill me in the classroom the school of untrained thought destroy this sudden madness make them pay make them hurt stab in the basement the hidden world of lies murder all the dreams and kids who've never been alive touch me in the closet take away my pride muffle the screams of childhood dreams skin and blood that never lied leave me in the shadows the fears of whats to come wash the stains from sheets and skin in the light of rising suns its not quite right yet. help? post comment

[ 24 April 2007 | 10:13pm] im over this thing you call a scene im over this bleeding its not halloween! im over this thing you call culture im sick of its rules and truths that are faultered post comment

5 minutes in my brain [ 16 March 2007 | 12:14am] [ mood | drained ] im feeling so dizzy the world seems to spin. i need a way out i want to fit in lights turn to colours and colours to lights take me to paris and show me the sights everyday sounds music in my ears sway to the feeling the future is clear i know its been forever but heres so random writting i just wrote. whoo for late night homework procratination post comment

crumbling cakes [ 13 February 2007 | 10:34pm] [ music | fob ] its over he said. the hearts fells apart for those who believed they had the right start how could a love so simple and sweet crumble the second its put in the heat? though their marrige is doomed from the start its nothing compared to their crumbling hearts yeh.. that was inspired by taking about my crap cup cake making skills. "the hearts fell apart" is a quote i made earlier tonight post comment

ZOMG AN UPDATE! [ 23 January 2007 | 10:32pm] ok i know its been ages since an update but ive been abit uninspired heres something i wrote a couple months ago at orientation the birght, happy and sad silence and the cold mingles with the music sitting all alone nothing is more perfect thoughts can come and go as quickly as the breeze flowing through my mind putting me at ease colors are ehanced but only reds adn pink making me feel girly making my heart sink the dull of the green grass the grey of stormy skies pale in comparison to tear drops in my eyes children rushing past me still i sit and stare their all wanted somwhere else but no-one knows im there so i sit in silence with my music, pen and pad writing down the word the birght, happy and sad post comment

crapity crap crap [ 15 December 2006 | 11:43pm] NOTE: this is a piece of crap. i am sorry for it shit ness i wish i was in another timezone where night was day and day was night i wish i was in another world where up was down and down was up i wish i was in another place where wrong was right and right was wrong i wish i was in another time where now was then and then was now post comment

[ 09 December 2006 | 9:31pm] [ music | fall out boyz ] when i close my eyes i feel safe in their words safe in their sounds safe in their minds when i stop and listen i feel safe in their hearts safe in their blood safe in their eyes when i let it consume me i feel safe in this town safe in this house safe in myself this was written to the music of my favourite band. every word is true post comment

[ 04 December 2006 | 10:09pm] im the girl whos dream has faded im the girl told she wont make it im the girl who wants a chance to free her soul and simply dance im the girl too shy to speak im the gril labelled meak im the girl who gets pushed aside because no-one cares whats inside 1 comments | post comment

[ 27 November 2006 | 10:24pm] [ mood | bored ] swirling silence closing in shadows swirl around a million things are said but nothing makes a sound words and actions mingel the difference undefined words that lead to actions actions lacking words yeh short. i cant seem to write anyhting longer then this at the moment post comment

[ 10 October 2006 | 11:14pm] [ mood | blah ] mixed up emotions tune humming in my brain words floating through my mind they just wont get out they just wont make sense memories return from days long ago mix with half songs mix with half truths words from discussions swirl all around me not hearing a word not hearing the world pictures of people infront of my eyes i look to their eyes i look to their souls still my head spins things getting mixed up songs adn discussions merging to one the mush in my head making me ill not knowing whats right not knowing whats real ok so i worte that in english today. it sucks. feel free top say its the crappiest thing ever, because well it is post comment

[ 03 October 2006 | 11:38pm] this moment in silence we sit in shadows we weep scared of the past unsure whats to come thoughts spin and circle thoughts come and go staring out the window lost in the world everything moving everything still from the moment of birth till dead, buried, gone post comment

[ 27 September 2006 | 11:24pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Panic! At The Disco ] this is what comes out with no inspiration and no reason to write... a fresh start i want out of here and now i want out of this give me a chance to spread my wings and maybe even find some bliss how can i escape this hell how can i escape this place when i just cant let it go scared of empty space why cant i just lose this past why cant i lose this fear i just need to to break away start again fresh and clear post comment

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